lyrics Album Equality

Desperation

The night closes in
You are not here
I have no clue
Where you are my dear
I'm so scared
My heart beats so fast
What may happened
Are you dead at last

Terrible pictures
Horrible thoughts
What should I do
Wet hands
Dry throat
Where the hell are you

Come back to me
Don't let me alone
I run through the streets
The police on the phone

The moring wakes up
I had no sleep
I searched the whole night
Bladders on my feet

Hopelessness
Desperation
What should I do
Emptiness
Senseless
Where the hell are you

Come back to me
Don't let me alone
I cry I break down
Please come home

Breakpoint

Since you left me and you took all with you
I ain't missing you but the years you robbed me too
I don't give a damn just leave me alone
Sweet solitude I'll stay here on my own

I'll take a walk down to the shore
I sure will have my fun
Watch the waves roll in and out
And the sinking of the sun

You pretend that we could stay friends
But now I know that it's out of my hands
I am so pleased and so glad that you go
I am okay without your drama king's show

Ooh ooh I could need a help now
Ooh ooh someone that holds me
Ooh ooh I would need a friend now
Ooh ooh one that talks to me

I found out you aired dirty laundry
You're telling lies you are guilty as me
I hear say you were backbiting me
I don't care quitting sets me free

Stay With Me

I've been waiting for you
I can't stop thinking about you
I miss you so much my dear
Every moment when you are not here

Stay with me I starve for your love
I need you so I can never get enough
I long for you every little piece of me tells to you
How much i've missed you

I can never ever live without you
You know it's true
You are my everlasting love
No one touches my soul like you
You know it's true
You are my healer my safe refuge
On my knees i beg you to stay
Please never go away

Monday Morning

I had no coffee, cause I had to go
And the traffic's rouling much to slow
OMG I think I will be late
Monday morning, welcome my big hate
I'm chewing slowly an orange pill
Though I know it's what is making me ill
And i remember your cold blue eyes
That keep your feelings in the great disguise

I watch the people, they hurry by
I'm not strong enough to say goodbye
To give it up and just let it go
But instead I know oh yes I know
It is all just a big big lie
I could never say goodbye

I am just searching what makes me feel good
But I never felt true sisterhood
You're just bimbos with too high selfesteem
And your dirty thoughts are missing the clean
You're taking selfies in narcisstic attitude
Depressive loneliness is your only mood
All in all you're just a cry and shame
And your facebook posts are only flame

I had no coffee, cause I had to go
And the traffic's rouling much to slow
OMG I think I will be late
Monday morning, welcome my big hate
I'm chewing slowly an orange pill
Though I know it's what is making me ill
And i remember your cold blue eyes
That keep your feelings in the great disguise

Final Stroke

You, back for a smile
And I try to catch
What I'm feeling for you
Anyhow
For you, back for a while
It's only a game
I cry
Just pity and shame
Again

You stand in the door
You're looking at me
Pretending there was more
Love for me
Oh you, you can not see
The feelings I beared
I know
That they are not true
Anymore

I always can depend on myself
When there's nobody else
When I'm down and I'm out of control
I do something about, I sing this song
I feel alright, no more blue
Without you

You hurt me so bad
You let me fall
It made me so sad
All the time
You quit me on the phone
Just left me alone
Oh yeah
Was that all you could do
Anyhow

ANA

People talk to me
I should go to a therapy
I’d have bad problems, I needed a psychiatrist
Probably you’re right, but the point is

I’m afraid of, that no one can help me
(Noone can help me)
No no, noone noone, that noone can help me
(Noone can help me)
Ooooohhh
(Noone can help me)

I had several psychiatrists, they couldn’t help me
(Oh no)
Disappointment was so badly
(Badly)
I’ve felt so hopelessly
(Hopelessly)
I didn’t know what to do
(Didn't know what to do)
And I’ve got the thought, that it could be true

That really nobody can ever help me
(Can never help me)
Oooooh no no can never help me oooooh
(Can never help me)

Is this my destiny?
(Maybe, maybe)
For eternity?
(Maybe, maybe)
Is a healing not here for me?
Ooooh no
(Maybe, maybe)
Am I crazy?
(Maybe, maybe)
No one can help me ooooooh
(Maybe maybe)
It’s my destiny
Am I coursed, do I deserve it?
Do I deserve it?

So Close But Still So Far

Clouds darken the sky
People scream and cry
The forces of evil reign
People lost and full of pain

I wait for the day when you will appear
I'll kneel before you in awe I won't fear

Lord Jesus almighty as you are
I feel you're so close but still so far

Seven plagues bring the end
Darkness over the land
The evil burns in the heat
The wrath of God is complete

I wait for the day when you will appear
I'll kneel before you in awe I won't fear
A new heaven and a new earth will come
The first heaven and the first earth were gone
Your glory is brighter than a star
I feel you're so close, but still so far

It Hurts So

My soul screams, my heart is full of pain
I'm alone, waiting for you in vain
I wish you would look after me
From all this pain, please set me free

Oh, it hurts so
Oh, it hurts so

I have told you so much of me
But you never gave an answer to me
What have you thought and felt of my words
You said nothing, that hurts

Oh, it hurts so
Oh, it hurts so
Oh, it hurts so
Oh, it hurts so

What have you thought and felt of my words
You said nothing, that hurts

Oh, it hurts so
Oh, it hurts so
Oh, it hurts so
Oh, it hurts so

Desire To Return

Such a long time I’ve lived a life far from you
An unbearable pain in my heart, let me feel so blue
Then I received your sign on that day
And I felt it so clearly, that I’ve been on the wrong way

I long for you, desire to return
Without you I can’t live, that’s been a lesson I had to learn
I’m calling you, wanna find the way back to you

I pray for healing from my mental diseases
I beg for your grace, I bow down, fall on my knees
In your plan please chance me
From all the evil and pain, please rescue me

I long for you, desire to return
Without you I can’t live, that’s been a lesson I had to learn
I long for you, desire to return, it feels as if a fire would burn

Don’t wanna be a slave of the sin, my hands reaching out for you
Please set me free
I open my heart, give my love to you, send your Holy Spirit to me
Please set me free

I Wait For You

My head on my knees
Trying to appease
This pain of my longing
The longing for you my king

Jesus I wait for you
I look out for you
I await your return
This fire oh God I yearn
For you every night and day
I'm ready to leave all I own
Stunned before your throne

My eyes wet with tears
Holding back my fears
Tired of all this misery
My king please set me free

Jesus I wait for you
I look out for you
I await your return
This fire oh God I yearn
For you every night and day
I'm ready to leave all I own
Stunned before your throne
I'm ready to leave all I own
Stunned before your throne
My king

Biker Girl

Take me down to the river
And forget that it will rain
Take me down into your arms sweet baby
And forget the awful pain
Let us swim in a cold blue water
And let the times just pass away
Let the rain wash all the tears away
And promis me that you will stay

Cruising down that highway running out of gasoline
When I see that hiking boy in his wornout blue jean
A lots of miles behind me and i felt tired as can be
But all of a sudden blood rushing and it's him I see
I've been a whiskey addict and i'm sure you'd understand
And I just say oh my god hope this all comes to an end
Driving my bike into the early morning sunset
Yes all right yes all right all right

Cruising route 66 wanting him is no sin
I'm wild for that boy, I bite into his skin
He drives me so wild I feel that fire in me
I just couldn't hold back so yes the desire had to be
I've been a whiskey addict and i'm sure you'd understand
And I just say oh my god hope this all comes to an end
Driving my bike into the early morning sunset
Yes all right yes all right all right

Too Hot

Too hot to hop now baby gaze at the riddle
I'm loosing i'm cruising having my holiday
Too hot to hop now babe and little by little
I'm bluesing i'm loosing slowly drifting away
Too hot to hop now baby I stumble i fall
I'm chosing i'm bluesing slowly loosing control
Too hot to hop now babe and little by little
I'm bluesing i'm loosing slowly drifting away

I want to be the biggest star driving in a brand new car
And like old pink floyd told me smoke each day a big cigar
I want to drink champaign the fans are laying by my feet
And in the hilton hotel I have the top-roof suite
Te known be very famous have my place in the hall of fame
And everybody knows my dog and they all know my name
I want to have my star on broadway boulevard
To be a million dollar popmusic superstar

Under Your Spell

I'm sitting here, watching you
Hoping you can't see, that I'm feeling so blue
I feel so drawn to you can't you see
But you are so unapproachable to me

I can't help it, I miss you so
What should I do, I don't know
It feels like an ice-cold wind would blow

Still watching you, it's like my soul would die
Often it hurts until I cry
Your charisma let me become so small
It tears me down in a dark hole

Your strength it's as if the sun would rise
I see beautiful things, I see it through my eyes
And it never dies

You're in my minds, you're in my heart, you're in my soul
No way how I could ever let you go
If only I could tell you how much you mean to me
I cannot these feelings shouldn't be

My feelings they they are not measurable
My longing is is not describable
I love you so