lyrics Album Affinity

Turn Around

Stumbling your way, you're alone
You curse God, you say it's his fault
You do not want to turn around
Embittered heart so cold

God waits for you
Your return in his soft embrace
He longs for giving you his love and grace

Don't fail to see, you go wrong
Repent and leave this withered ground
You can find the light again
Do penance, turn around

Your eyes they cannot see
Your ears they cannot hear
You scream and cry with distorted face
Anger and blindness
Your heart's hardness
You still reject the devine grace

Please Forgive Me

One of these days we will stand face-to-face
Will you give me your mercy and grace?

Do you love me despite my weakness
Will you receive me after my death
Please forgive me my sins
Please redeem me, please give me wings

Sometimes I fear I go astray
Wises, passions, obsessions cross my way

Do you love me despite my weakness
Will you receive me after my death
Please forgive me my sins
Please redeem me, please give me wings
That I can fly away, with the angels night and day

I know that not everytime I've behaved innocently
But on my knees I beg you to forgive me

Faith In The Lord

Lord there are so many things that I'm scared of
I'm afraid of what may come, of what will be
And i'm out of cotrol and fears are choking me
I can't breath and my throat is dry
And I am so afraid that my husband could die
I only can have faith in you and that you will
Show me the way and take care of me

Thank you Lord that you take care of me
That I may trust in you no matter what it may be
Thank you Lord for saving me
You open my eyes and make me see

Lord I cannot understand that there's so much bad
In this world and I'm so afraid
That you let us alone
Why so many innocent have to suffer
So I hold on to your promis that the final justice
Will be held by you and that the good will be
Rewarded and consoled and that the evil will
Be judged and punished

Feel You

Love the way you look at me
Beating heart inside of me
You've got this "undress you" eyes
Your desire it electrifies
I long for you
I starve for you
Waiting for you, can't stand the time
Can't await till you'll be mine

Feel you in my minds
Feel you in stormy nights
Feel you anywhere I go
God I love you so
Feel you in my veins
Feel you in spring rains
Feel you in the light of fire
Your are my greatest desire

Love the way you call my name
It drives me insane
Strengh in your gaze and voice
I know I have no choice
You've got all of me
You are all for me
Time is running much to slow
OMG I miss you so

This Feeling Deep Inside

Suddenly, something had happened to me, what I’ve longed for
I’ve had experienced beautiful feelings, (I’ve) never felt before
It had grown a deep feeling for you
I wanted to be with you

When I thought about you, I felt my heartbeat
And I longed for the next time, when we had met
Like a movie I remembered the time
The hours, when you had been mine

It was this feeling deep inside
That told me, (I) didn't want to go, wanted (to) stay by your side
In your arms I felt protection, warmness, security
There was no other place, I wanted rather be

Didn’t you feel it, how much you meant to me, didn’t you see, didn’t you see?
Didn’t you believe me, when I said, all I want was you, that was true, that was true
Though you doubted, there was no rivalry, it was only you with I wished to be

When I looked at you, I felt so attracted to you
I wanted to hold you tight, wanted to be close to you
I felt this fire, it burned deep inside
I couldn’t resist you, I gave up the fight

Why have you never realized that I've truely loved you

What's Wrong With Me

There's nothing wrong about you darling, just keep on loving me and everything gonna be alright
Knocked down I'm shattered on the floor, can't take no more

Feelings so unbearable, they torment me, can't break free
Why can't I escape, want to go, but it's too late
The fears paralyse me, what's wrong with me

Dark hole I fall into, I pray for my rescue
Where do I go wrong, how can I go on

Problems, they grow over my head I'm so sad
My life it slips from my hands and it ends
My past want to go, but how I don't know
The pain kills me, what's wrong with me

I'm shattered on the floor, can't take no more
There's nothing wrong about you darling, just keep on loving me and everything gonna be alright
Knocked down

Finding To Myself

I've to learn to accept
My person and my body
Self-confidence is what I need
Daring to be myself yes indeed
Wanna see me in another light
Wanna stop this painful fight
A beautiful day comes after the night

I wanna break out, I don't have one more doubt
Hey this person here is me, she's unique, valuable, free
I've got the right to eat and to say, with a normal weight I'm okay
This nightmare has to end, now a better life lies in my hand

Wanna have close friends by my side
Someone who would hold me tight
A friendship for eternity
Warmth, nearness and security
But my life shouldn't be depending of somebody
Wanna be strong enough to live my own destiny
If a friendship shouldn't be

I don't give me up, I'm not perfect so what
Hey this person here is me, she's unique, valuable, free
I've got the right to feel fine and now I know it's time
This nightmare has to end, now a better life lies in my hand

I wanna break out, I don't have one more doubt
I don't give me up, I'm not perfect so what
I wanna break out, I don't have one more doubt
I don't give me up

My Everything

You came into my life on this day
Inflamed a light banished to shadows away
Surrounded by your love within I stay
There is no one like you
All my desires become true

Never want to lose you again darling
You are my heart, my soul, my life
My Everything

No one is so kind to me like you
No one gives me warmth like you do
Nothing could ever seperate me from you
My safe refuge I find in you
I won't regret any moment with you

No fears, I'm so sure, not any doubt
True feelings want to say it out loud
Everlasting I truly love you from the inside out

Someone

Something is bad and something is good
And something is weird under the hood
And someone is wealthy and someone is poor
And someone is owning the key to the cure

And someone is cheating he only tells lies
And someone is killing it's the lord of the flies
And someone is breaking the laws and the rule
I tell you this someone he'll come after you

If I would beg or even steal it's cause I'm hungry
I only want to stay alive
Oh can't you see
I'm hungry for your love and I feel
I feel so lonely
There's nothing I could do or be
And so I left the town and you and I was running
I only want to be with you
Oh can't you see
I need your loving just so badly
Oh my baby
Only with you with you I wanna be

My King

You set me free and changed my live
You live in me cause you're alive
You took my shame to make me clean
You are my king just my everything

You gave it all for me
You sacrificed yourself to set me free
Jesus I praise you
It's your glory, all I do, it's all for you

Glorious friend, eyes on high
I praise your name I look up to the sky
I follow you cause I love you
You are my king just my everything

I am blessed in your embrace
There is a love nothing can erase
Scars in your hands they show me
You are my king just my everything

Undefinable Feeling

So many times I ask myself
What is wrong, what's not right, between you and me
Why can't I depend on
What I believe is going on
Suddenly I realize the good feeling was not real

What do I feel, what do I feel for you
Can I trust my feelings are, are they true
Am I in love, am I in love with you
I fear it's all just an illusion and I feel
I feel so blue

What should I do, I don't know how
I could decide I really belong to you
Wanna spend with you day and night
Wanna be always by your side
In my dreams forever you and me, in eternity

Fallen Angel

Beautiful angel, fallen angel
Trapped in your sins, tears in your eyes
You can't love no more
What are you doing here in this sinners world
Where all just thinking of themselves and nothing is ever right

Please don't you cry
Please don't you cry
Please don't you cry

Please don't you cry
Please don't you cry
Please don't you cry no more

When there's nothing left to lose
You know what the rumours say
And her tats look kinda lose
How could she ever stay
She just really had to get
Something out of her head
She couldn't stand the lies no more
Confused of what they said

And nothing good would ever last
Now she's running out of time
She simply couldn't bear her past
So she crossed the final line
Now she's flying with the wind
And finally she is feeling fine
She just tried to life her life
A fallen angel came to shine
Please don't cry no more

Hunger

You never go away from my side
I try to escape and to hide
You find me where ever I go
Your in my mind, feelings and soul
Try to resist you but I fail
I'm under your spell

I feel so hungry
I'll never become replete
I feel so empty
Nothing could ever make me complete

Why do you stay why don't you leave
You steal my self-control like a thief
You torment me you never stop
You go on until I give up
Captivated in obsession, it's such a passion

The Miracle Of The Lord

We've been hungry for love, so desperate
Without hope, lone and blue
Lost in pain and agony
In doubt of what we would deserve and if all this could be
We've been searching for our truth
And that pain would slowly fade away
That someone would save our souls
That someone would hear our calling and our pray

One heart, one goal, one mind, one soul
One love, pure love

Here is the puzzle piece that fits, my second half
My counterpart in universe
It's my antagonist oh can't you see
The soul that was made a long time ago for me

We've been finding now our truth
And our pain has slowly faded away
And you have saved our souls
And you have heard our calling and our pray

It's a miracle and we are so thankful for it
It's your pure love
It's your grace and it's your peace and gift
That you created our dream of....

Just one wish is left
Please never, never take my second half, my second half from me
Please take us away in the very same instant
Hand in hand into eternity
Please never take my second half away from me, please, please, please